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Captain Steven Rockwell Trevor ([personal profile] rightly) wrote2020-01-01 12:00 am
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undeserved_protector: (Upset)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-07 12:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Something in her chest unraveled when he asked her to stay. It shouldn't surprise her. What had been nearly a century for her was likely but mere moments to him. But aside from his last words - words that truly became a core of what she stood for - they hadn't parted entirely on the best of terms. Not in that tower. He was able to say what needed to be said, something she'd not had the luxury of doing.

Taking a deep breath, her eyes lowered somewhere to his chest for a moment before forcing herself to hold his gaze again. Those questions would come sooner rather than later and she knew she had to answer them. "I brought you here." Pressing her lips together a moment, she sat up a little, the line and posture of her form a little too perfect even for her. The apartment wasn't big. Sparsely furnished for the fact she didn't really live in it. It had been a means to an end during her search in Greece and certainly not home.

"You're in Athens." Curling her legs up onto the mattress, she let her hip press to his in some way of keeping contact. Her hand slipped down from the side of his face to press softly over the center of his chest where she could feel each soft beat of his heart and it sent that burning straight back to her eyes as endless years tumbled down on top of her. And he had a right to know that.

The problem was, how did she tell him? How do you explain to someone that he gave her so many reasons to go on and protect this world day after day? That love and all he had been for her, proved that of all the forces in life and humanity, pushed her to do something impossible. "I -" The words fell off as her fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt. This time dark eyes drew away to stare at her hand wrapped about his arm and lingered there. "Did you mean it? When you said you wished we still had more time?"

Those words had been a justifying force in this. A hope that he'd still feel that way when she did this. Pulling her gaze back to his face, a line creased her brow just slightly with that building worry. Because if he didn't want this, she would respect that wish and return him to Hades even if it broke her.
undeserved_protector: (With Steve)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-07 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Her breath caught, just a soft hitch that he could hear now that he was this close to her. Lashes lowered a little as her head tilted, pressing into the touch of his hand with a sort of relief and wonder as that knot in her chest that missed him so much almost made her choke on something that might have been a sob. But she swallowed, forcing that feeling back down hard, not wanting to come apart like that.

The hand on his chest lifted, her fingertips sliding over his as she pressed that touch more solidly to her skin as if to make it more real and not let him pull away. Because talking about it to someone other than their long lost friends made it real again. Not even Bruce got the luxury of her reminiscing or speaking of the one thing she lost and wanted back even for a moment. Even just a minute.

“You didn’t survive.” The words came out surprisingly firm, if soft. A whisper compared to her steel like confidence and courage. “It’s… it’s been a really long time.” Since the last time she looked at him. Heard his voice or even had this luxury of his hand against her skin. “I – I thought I accepted it. I think I had. But when I started to learn things, piece together information, I found Ha- him.” Even if Steve said he believed her in the end, she felt less sure. Less willing to just spit out the name of the god of the underworld.

“He let me have it… more time with you.” It felt wrong. Like rubbing suede leather the wrong way to feel so uncertain. Diana never felt so uncertain about anything as she did telling him this. And maybe it was that feeling that made a small almost smile pull at her lips as she held his eyes. “I made a challenge and an offer he couldn’t refuse.” More like, she stormed through his gates and demanded he hear her out. But she was sure, Steve knew that was more what she would do.
undeserved_protector: (Reminisce)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-07 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
How long. For a moment she wanted to tick off the exact amount of years, months, days and possibly all the way down to the second if she could be so minuscule with the details. Because she'd felt every single second that passed since that moment his watch stopped and she never saw his face again. But all that came out as he lips parted was quiet and simple. "Over ninety years."

Another war to end all wars and a domino effect of wars and battles as the years drew out between them. Learning a world that wanted to suppress her for being a woman and learning that she would not be accepted for who and what she truly was. Lifting her hands, she softly swept her fingers over his cheeks as her brows drew together and furrowed in that feeling of loss. For every life lesson she had to learn without him when she'd for such a brief moment believed with all her heart that Steve would be the one to help her figure it out.

She tried a smile again, fighting through the thick and suffocating desire to just cry. And maybe it was that effort that forced a few tears to finally slip past full lashes and trail down her cheeks. "Is it alright?" It's selfish and she knew that. Wanting someone to be with her for that long couldn't be called anything but selfish.

But as she looked at him right then and her lips parted to force a shaking breath, Diana can't help but want it to be alright that she couldn't give up that chance to have more time with him. "Will you stay with me now?" Her voice trailed off, the unspoken words of the other option hanging between them. Or choose to put things as they were...
undeserved_protector: (With Steve)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-07 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Her eyes closed for a moment, the move forcing any of the moisture that remained in her eyes to slip out and slide over his hands on her face. It felt like waking up from a very cold and numb sleep to be touched again. To be touched by him and not just some other man that turned their gaze on her or tried to get close to her. Honestly, she had not met anyone else quite like her 'Captain Trevor'.

Not that she ever considered even a possibility of that. No one could stand in his place even if she had found some way to truly move on. He was without a doubt, the love of her life. A love that pushed her to learn to love and accept this world and love them in spite of their dark moments and weakened states. Diana knew he taught her that and so much more in such a small blink of time.

Breathing in slowly, she finally moved, his legs uncurling from under her as she slipped her arms around him and pressed her face into the crook of his neck. It took so many measured movements not to hug him too hard or squeeze too tightly. Her fingers likely weren't so kind, not the way the gripped into the fabric of his shirt tight enough that the fabric just might break.

She had never been afraid of him or even that shift of those feelings she felt so suddenly that night in that small village. What she had feared was his not wanting to stay. And those words made every knot and coil of fear in the pit of her stomach suddenly unfurl and release that grip on her lungs. Pressing closer to him she seemed to want to just melt into him and lose that definition of two different people.

"I didn't get to say it back." Her voice came out shakier, laced with that restraining of tears in her tone. "I didn't get to." And more than anyone else, he deserved to hear it from her. To know he wasn't alone in those words. More than anything, Diana wanted to look him in the eye and return the words and the weight of the true sentiment behind them, but right then, she just refused to pull away.

"Steve..." Her fingers tightened in the fabric sharper now and she could hear it creak in protest. It took more than just the strength of her being just to lift her head and focus on him in that moment because she knew the bitter taste of loss and the reality of living so long without. And only when he did look her in the eye did she say the words she thought over and over again but never got the chance to say. "I love you. If you stay with me, I will love you every moment of your life for the time I am allowed and beyond. I swear it."
undeserved_protector: (Headbowed)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-07 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Seeing the tears slide down his face, she let go of his shirt instantly so she could reach up and sweep them away with a careful caress. When he'd been running to get on that plane, she'd thought she'd seen tears gathering in his eyes then, but seeing them now made her heartache. She never meant to make him hurt or cry.

But feeling him grab her hand, she let him, dark eyes following where he guided her hand only to shiver both from the feeling of his lips on her skin and the words he spoke. Finally, the smile that stole across her lips was easy and natural as warmth fluttered in her chest.

A pure feeling of hope and love.

"I suppose..." She licked at her lips slowly, balancing the words soft and light on her tongue before finishing. "That you must know, if I've waited for you this long." Perhaps it was too early to tease him on that, for both of them. Biting at her lower lip, she shifted closer, head tipping so she could brush a kiss to the corner of his eye sweetly. "You're worth waiting for." Even when she didn't have that hope or the ability to find the way for so long, part of her needed to wait.

There had never been a question in the beginning if she should run after him. Turning her hand in his, she suddenly smiled as her fingertips slipped over his palm, pushing between his fingers. "Do you remember what you told me this meant when we first arrived in London?"
undeserved_protector: (Pleased)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-08 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Sweeping in closer, she didn't hesitate to kiss the tears away in soft brushes of her lips against his skin. Smiling a little more, she huffed a soft laugh. "Yes, I suppose it did." One would have to call that quite a bit of devotion actually.

Her smile grew when he didn't pull his hand away and instead curled his fingers about her hand. It was silly to worry about such things, she knew he returned her affections. "Cognitively, yes." She knew how it worked now. She understood societal norms and interactions that made no sense to her before. "Though, I would have preferred learning with you."

She would not complain about those years nor trade them. If anything, the solitude and heartbreak taught her a great deal about humanity and what it could endure and bounce back from. Not that she didn't wish he could have been there with her. "But I suppose it will be the other way around now."

Shifting closer to him, she leaned against him with a quiet exhale. Dark eyes watched her own thumb slide over the side of his hand as she tipped her head to press her forehead against the line of his jaw. "I have missed you... so much."
undeserved_protector: (With Steve)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-08 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
"I think, you are adaptable enough to handle it." She smiled softly in amusement as she considered how to be closer to him on the bed and the main problem her mind ran into was him being in pain. Turning her head, she pressed her lips to the line of his throat light and sweet. "Are you in much pain? Hades--" She stopped a moment and took a breath. "He said you would be good as knew if I fulfilled my part."

And part of her worried that he could lie. Ares was a liar. Why wouldn't the god of the underworld tricked by his own brother be any less. And then, perhaps her distrust came from being burned too often so far and the fear of something going wrong when she finally found something to be truly happy about. But for now, she pushed those thoughts aside. She had no room for that right now.

Lifting her head up after that kiss, she shivered just a little and took an unsteady breath. The hand not clinging to his rose to cup the side of his face as her eyes came to rest on his once more. For a second, her eyes flicked to his lips before returning to his, one simple action making it clear what she wanted and honestly, she didn't know why she hadn't already. "I don't know if one lifetime will ever be enough, but I want that time with you."

Angling her head just a little, she let their noses touch first before her's softly brushed against his. A brief slide of warmth before she pressed closer to kiss him.
undeserved_protector: (Adorable)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-08 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
All she needed was the reassurance and she would just have to trust Steve that he wouldn't lie to her about something so important. Shifting closer, her knees slipped to either side of his hips on the bed so that she could press into him and settle into his lap. Moving that hand she'd been holding to the small of her back, her hands then moved to slide over his chest, the fingertips lightly grazing his neck where one stayed. Elegant fingers curled about the back of his neck while her other hand sank into his hair softly, nails just barely scraping his scalp.

It was so easy to move into that kiss, to accept the invitations of those parted lips and taste him again. Part of her mind wanted to sigh in relief of knowing this. Remembering the taste of his lips and how they felt against hers. And she could do nothing but drown in him if he just let her.

Her brow furrowed when he pulled away, even though each tiny kiss made her soul hurt in the most amazing ways. Breathing in slowly, she softly pulled at his hair wanting to urge him back into a kiss, except he stopped her with that question. A fair question, but she's not too sure she wanted to tell him every detail. Not that she would shy away or even break eye contact with him.

"I went into his domain and challenged him." More like threatened to raze the underworld and take what she wanted if he refused her. "I don't know why or how I won." But much like in her battle with Ares, she still didn't know just what she was capable of. The fingers about the back of his neck shifted, her hand smoothing over his jaw as her thumb ran over his lips softly. "He told me that life could not be returned for free. Nor so easily remade."

But really, she was stalling. "For my victory, I was met half way. He agreed to give you back to me. Recreate your body and release your soul if I could find a way to put life into you. There were gorgons and ancient lore and it really isn't that interesting." She furrowed her brow at him, the lower lip unintentionally forming a pout as she really didn't want to recount battles and conflicts with ancient creatures. "But I-- I agreed to do one favor for him."

And that was the real risk, wasn't it? "He promised me when the time came and he needed my help, he would ask me to finish my part of the deal." And he also promised, though she was unsure of it, that he would not ask her to do anything that harmed or endangered humanity. Because unlike Ares, Hades purpose was the ferrying and dealing of the dead. She held to that difference even if the god had been tricked by Zeus.
undeserved_protector: (Lovely)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-08 11:53 am (UTC)(link)
That line furrowed back into her brow when she felt his hold loosen. She knew the risk even when she had discussed at length what she would not do with the god. He agreed to the most basic of demands. No hurting mankind or the earth or forcing her to do something against the morality she lived by. He only hedged a little, but she had a feeling even if he dared to ask her something against that agreement, he would hear her out.

"I don't." She couldn't with one hundred percent accuracy say he wouldn't ask her to do something she refused. "But if he will not withdraw a request I refuse to do, I have beaten him before." And that battle had been grueling at best. Her greatest fear with denying whatever he asked was more of what could happen to Steve. But she would not speak of that now. "He cannot leave the underworld now. Or chooses not to." But he is the last of an extinct race as well.

Perhaps part of her pitied him for that.

"I promise you, it was not something I immediately and unconditionally agreed to." Because she knew Steve wouldn't approve of that. Not even for him. But it was also not what she stood for, and her morals were not something she would bend. Gods were immortal... it could be years or lifetimes before he finally called upon her to complete her side of the deal. And hopefully, Steve wouldn't have to deal with it when it did should it not go as easily as hoped. Well, anything he'd need her to do would likely not be easy, but more acceptable.

Cupping the side of his face, she spoke softly but firmly. "Please, believe in me. I will do what is right when that time comes." And do everything to protect him as well.
undeserved_protector: (Pleased)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-08 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Those things he worried about had not crossed her mind. Probably because he was right. She would have traded any of those things for him even if in the grand scheme of things, she shouldn’t. But was being mortal so terrible if it meant that one life time with Steve could even end with him as well? But she didn’t want to think about the frailty of mortality, not when he was here again, close and warm and alive.

More time. To do those things he said people did when there was no war to go to or fight. To have the only person she wanted to be there when she would walk into an empty loft or hotel room. Someday she might even tell him just how much he’d impacted her life, but for now, she knew just knowing how long she’d wanted to see him again would just have to do for the time being.

“Thank you.” A smile graced her face and lit up her eyes warming them as she leaned into his touch to her face. There was a time he hadn’t, and it had so surprisingly broken her heart. However, much has changed since then and she could tell that he did believe in her. “I may have to call in a favor of my own if I want to get you to Paris with me.” Not that she wanted to really ask anything of Bruce Wayne, but she knew if anyone could make a person dead for over ninety years alive again he could.

But for now, she would worry about the immediate needs. “Do you need anything? Are you hungry? Do you need rest?” Her brow once more furrowed as she ticked off things that Steve might want or need in that moment. Not that she knew what he would need right now. “Perhaps you need to move around?” Not that she savored the idea of untangling herself from him, but she would if he needed to get up.
undeserved_protector: (Headbowed)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-08 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"I do, actually. And he owes me for helping him out." Not that she truly asked for anything in return for taking on Doomsday. And honestly, she found that picture he found for her far more precious than any 'favor'. But more than anything, the statement was in teasing. If she were fair about it, it would be her owing him one for this. Not that she felt Bruce Wayne was actually keeping score.

Smiling at him softly, she slipped her finger into his hair as he lowered his head to her shoulder. Gently curling her fingers into the dark gold strands, she let her eyes fall closed. Yes, she remembered this texture and the way it slipped through her fingers. Tipping her head closer, she pressed a kiss to the side of his head before nuzzling at the shell of his ear. Though the memories had faded about the edges, he felt and smelled so intensely familiar and her body and heart ached just to regain that familiarity once more.

But she would not withhold from him the simple pleasure of a shower. In fact, the idea of him wanting something so easy made her smile further into his hair. "Then you shall have it." Even if she didn't want to release him from her hold just yet. "I should likely look into getting us some food as well. I have not been very good at keeping food here." Not when she'd been busy traveling into the darker parts of Greece to find hidden places that the normal human could not find.

Though, she should change that as she wasn't sure how long it would take Bruce to set Steve up with a new life. Nor did she want to try and smuggle him across borders either. "Would you like food ready when you are done? Or would you--" Her voice fell away as she felt the light tremor at the offer she nearly gave so freely. It was forward of her, and really, she had always been so with him. So why should she stop now? "Would you like me to join you?" She had cleaned up recently. More so because she didn't wish for him to wake up to her being battle worn and filthy. Only Steve could make her that aware of herself and so tangled up in emotions at that.
undeserved_protector: (With Steve)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-09 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
A soft laugh escaped her, the exhale of breath ruffling his hair as she finally lifted her head off of his. "It is now my turn to take care of you." She knew he would establish himself easily enough once he started to learn. After living in this world for as long as she has on top of watching him work before, she understood the necessity now for adaptability and blending in that a spy would need. Regardless, she would help him every step of the way, however she could until then.

What she really hadn't accounted for was how sensitive she would be to his touch. The slide of his hands even through fabric sent thrills along her spine causing her to breathe in suddenly, arching lightly under his hands until her spine curved just a bit. Lashes lowered to brush her cheeks while lips parted to take a slow, carefully controlled breath.

She was so caught up in that touch, and how it felt that it took her a moment to realize he was looking up at her. Blinking her eyes open, she felt a rush of warmth over her skin as she found those impossibly sea blue eyes on her only to be followed but the movement of his head to leave a trail with his lips on her neck. Once more her eyes closed, her hands moving to cup either side of his neck, thumbs brushing over the line of his jaw slowly.

If he truly wanted that shower, this was not a way to get to the bathroom much less even out of the bed. The haze of warmth was laying thick on her mind, making it hard to focus beyond where their bodies made contact. "Then.. you might want to stop. Otherwise we'll never get to the shower."
undeserved_protector: (With Steve)

[personal profile] undeserved_protector 2017-06-09 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Her fingers stretched out a little, smoothing the tips over his cheek in a means of not gripping onto him when that shock of sensation rolled up her spine. A sharp breath was taken as he pressed firmer into her back. And even if she thought she might melt under that feeling of his breath on her skin, she still laughed breathlessly at his words. "There will, don't worry. We can wait."

Smiling widely, she pressed her fingers into his hair and tangled them there as she tipped her head back to bare her neck for him. It felt like the first time all over again, but also like relearning what it felt like to be touched and adored like this. She'd really not wanted to feel that way again. Not when all she could close her eyes and think of was Steve and how she didn't want to make that memory any more distant than it already was.

Letting her eyes fall closed, she let out a soft sound before pulling his head back with her fingers tangled in his hair. Dark eyes caught his for a moment, she cupped his head and leaned in to press her lips to his. At first soft, but soon she pressed deeper, licking into his mouth and claiming him all over again. She missed him so much...

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